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Flatline
God forbid I gotta go
Draw a mural on the wall, take the dough and ball
Flatline
God forbid I gotta go
Raise my seed like he ya own, show him how the streets go
Flatline
God forbid I gotta go
Even though you was my wife all you wanted was dough
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God forbid I gotta go
To my mother, I love you so, I`m sorry I had to go
I spent about nine months laid up
While you prayed for the best
Strugglin` through labour pains, fed me milk from your breast
Included from stress
And your eyes immaculate
Wishin` I knew the half of it
About the man you was married with
Soon to be a father
Even though he won`t bother
And a part of me is a part of him
So a part of me still sins
Where should I begin
Raisin` a child with your prognosis
Droppin` roses
I feel close as the coffin closes
Follow the hearse
Put M6 in the dirt
Even though he was a bastard you explained why it hurt
And you told me
Remember the good times
Memories are a lifetime
Plus I know you loved the man and that`s the bottom line
I`m tryin` to find
The reason why a man would leave you lonely
In and out of court
Back and forth for alimony
Wishin` I could truly just stop the pain
But I see it in your eyes when you mention his name
Sometimes I sit back and wonder am I truly to blame
Or do your thoughts crucify me cuz I carry his name
I`m going insane
Wishing I could turn time back
To when you wasn`t handicapped
I miss sittin` on your lap
Wishin` I woulda listened
You missin` your loved one
I was foul with the tongue
No mother should lose a son
Til we meet again
Accept my amends
I gotta go
Think of me when it snow
While you`re sippin` your hot coco
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Dear bitch
If you hearin` this I`m in eternal sleep
Probably died in the street
Don`t worry you`ll move on in a week
Back on your feet
Oh yeah I know about them affairs
But I wonder did you care?
Was there ever love there?
Or was I just another man to tease and keep hungry
I`ll admit the pussy was lovely and you was far from ugly
Siliconed your boobs
Supported career moves
Had you a rock of Q`s eskimoes use to build igloos
What a dummy
I even put a seed up in your tummy
Never thought my baby`s mummy was someone who didn`t love me
You trife as fuck you probably put the hit on my ass
But before I passed my ass put the loot in a stash
Payback
The dead man with the pen
I`m takin` the last laugh
Ran up in your sister, tattooed my name on her ass
What go around come around
You fuck me I fuck you
One love from up above
I see you when you come through
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Dear son
I`m sorry I`m not here to watch you grow
I`m gone over some dumb shit
Had to die for the dough
I got other suspicions though
Somebody was playin` rotten
Somebody was plottin` patiently
I`ll take that to the grave with me
Never mind the gutter
The whole globe was trife
Your mother didn`t make a good wife
But you the love of her life
And when you need guidance you can turn to Blast and Boo
And Naughty got a meal ticket and a stash for you
And if there`s a heaven I promise I`ll look down on you
When the night fall over your shoulders and pray with you
Child`s voice - Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my sould to keep.....
And no matter what don`t ever take your life for granted
Cuz when your heart stops beatin` believe you leavin` the planet
To my fam I bequeath the misery of my death
I`m so sorry that y`all had to see me with no breath
But keep poppin` that shit and always keep me on your mind
I only ask that my memory never get lost in time
And I hope y`all die old with your dick in a chick
Blazin` the place
Pass away with a smile on your face
Til we meet again accept my amends
I gotta go
Next stop, heaven or hell
When I get there I`ll let you know
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