Mental Stress — текст песни (Esham)

He should never even see daylight again, never
I have apologized publicly for the...for the Mental ang...
for the Mental Stress and emotional stress that I have a...
and I said to those people to umm...
I feel bad about it too.. (*echo*)

[Chorus]
How I need the eternal rest
Help me through my mental stress (My mental stress) - *repeat 4X*

See I`ve been to Hell and back, and that`s a fact
I get a flashback one day I`m a snack
My mind is gone, to each his own
I wish the whole world would just leave me alone
I wanna die, I do not die
I`m on the far-side and it`s passin` me by
I wanna cry, I do not cry
I have to tell me, myself and I
And who am I, I don`t understand
Wipe that ass once the shit hit`s the fan
Black man, my man, man
God damn man, all man, man
No shit, tell me somethin` I don`t know, no hope
And I can`t cope wit` the mental stress

[Chorus]

Life ain`t nothin` but bullets man
And who`s that nigga with the gun in-hand?
(What nigga?) This nigga, (What nigga?) That nigga
(What nigga?) This nigga, finger on the trigger
(Oh no, whatchya gonna do now boy?)
I`m finna go nuts like an Almond Joy
Bang my head against the wall three times until it bleed
Wicked Witch of the East, the belly of the beast
See, that`s just how it be
Nobody really gives a fuck about me
And ya see, that I ain`t got no hope
Somebody help me cope with this mental stress

[Chorus]

Lock me up and throw away the key
God took my mind and said fuck me
I kick the wicked shit until I can`t nomore
I black out so much I can`t think nomore
Til` I die, til` I die, when will I die?
How you be a homicide without an alibi
No lie, I can`t wait til` I die
Niggas still think Heaven`s up in the sky
And voices in my head call my name at night
Sometimes I don`t know wrong from right
Insight, Twilight Zone`s my home
I put the chrome to my dome when I`m all alone
By my lonely, I`m gonna join my dead homie
No hope, and I can`t cope with the mental stress

[Chorus + talking]