Selfishly Suicidal — текст песни (Out Crowd, The)

Don`t roll your eyes up and look straight through me
Can`t you see how much this is hurting Mum and Dad?
Just sat in silence as I try to persuade you
Can`t you see there`s more to you than this?
This pain

Every morning
I look into your room
To make sure you`re snoring
I`ll always make sure

You turn the lights off and sit in darkness
Trying to add to the effect that is already burning me
If you do something stupid I swear I`ll kill you dead
Can`t you see there`s more to life than being less than you?

Every evening
I take all of the painkillers from the kitchen
Keep them hidden
Away from your pain

I have dreams, stood in July rain
Staring at all these people dressed in black
And I`m staring down looking at your eyes
But it hurts because I know they`re not staring back
I wake and cry sometimes
I wake and cry sometimes
I wake
I wake

Every morning
I look into your room
To make sure you`re breathing
I`ll check until the day that I die
I love you
But you`re killing me
I love you
Can`t you see what you`re doing to us all?

I see you smiling and feel much better
Better until the next time I see you frown