[Chorus]
Sayin` goodbye, sayin` goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin` goodbye, sayin` goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin` goodbye, sayin` goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin` goodbye, sayin` goodbye to Hollywood
{Hollywood}, sayin` goodbye, sayin` goodbye to Hollywood
{Why do I feel this way}, sayin` goodbye, sayin` goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin` goodbye, sayin` goodbye to Hollywood
Sayin` goodbye, sayin` goodbye to Hollywood
[Verse 1]
I thought I had it all figured out, I did
I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with Kim
But I wasn`t tough enough to juggle two things at once
I found myself layin` on my knees in cuffs
Which should`ve been a reason enough, for me to get my stuff and just leave
How come I couldn`t see this shit myself, it`s just me
Nobody couldn`t see the shit I felt
Knowin` damn well she wasn`t gonna be there when I fell, to catch me
The minute shit was heated she just bailed
i`m standin` here swingin` on like thirty people by myself
I couldn`t even see the millimetere when it fell
Turned around saw Gary stashin` the heater in his belt
Saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground
I just sold two million records, I don`t need to go to jail
I`m not about to lose my freedom over no female
I need to slow down
Try to get my feet on solid ground, so for now i`m...
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[Verse 2]
Bury my face in comic books, cause I don`t want to look
At nothin`, this world`s too much
I`ve swallowed all I could
If I could swallow a bottle of tylenol I would, and end it for good
Just say goodbye to Hollywood
I probably should, these problems are piling all at once
Cause everything that bothers me, I got it bottled up
I think i`m bottomin` out
But i`m not about to give up, I gotta get up
Thank God, I got a little girl
And I`m a responsible father
So not a lot of good, i`d be to my daughter layin` in the bottom of the mud
Must be in my blood cause I don`t know how I do it
All I know is I don`t want to follow in the footsteps of my dad
Cause I hate him so bad
The worst fear that I had was growin` up to be like his fuckin` ass, man
If you could understand why I am the way that I am
What do I say to my fans, when I tell `em i`m...
[CHORUS]
[Verse 3]
I don`t wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it
For me to have this much appeal like this is sick
This is not a game, this fame, in real life this is sick
Publicity stunt my ass, conceal my fuckin` dick
Fuck the guns, i`m done, i`ll never look at gats
If I scrap, i`ll scrap like I ain`t never whooped some ass
I love my fans
But no one ever puts a grasp on the fact i`ve sacrificed everything I have
I never dreamt i`d get to the level that i`m at, this is whack
This is more than I ever could of asked
everywhere I go, a hat, a sweater hood, or mask
What about math, how come I wasn`t ever good at that
It`s like the boy in the bubble, who never could adapt, i`m trapped
If I could go back, I never woulda rapped
I sold my soul to the devil, i`ll never get it back
I just wanna leave this game with level head intact
Imagine goin` from bein` a no one to seein`,
everything blow up and all you did was just grow
up emceeing
It`s fuckin` crazy
Cause all I wanted was to give Hailie the life I never had
But instead I forced us to live alienated, so i`m sayin`...
[CHORUS]
[Outro]
Goodbye, goodbye Hollywood, {Goodbye},
please don`t cry for me, when i`m gone for good, {this shit is not for me},
so goodbye, goodbye Hollywood,
{i`m not a fuckin` star}, please don`t cry
for me, when I`m gone for good, {i`m goin` back home}...
