Last Goodbye — текст песни (All Living Fear)

I want to go in a blaze of glory,
my picture in the psper,
with a small covering story.
on the next page a eulogy by my mum,
a little praise for her little boy,
the one that she called son.
so if that leaves you lonely,
well you brought it on yourself,
you never even trusted me,
when I said there was no one else.
no disrespect intended,
but the faewell won`t be fond,
for the love it died,
each time you lied.
an ever weakening bond.

and now it`s time to say goodbye to you,
and all the pain you put me through.
if you were a friend,
you`d be there when I needed you.
everything is closing in,
I try to talk but where to begin.
one final sigh, my last goodbye.
engulfing flames, I close my eyes.

I think of you as the heat consumes me,
as I lose you to another guy,
you lose me for eternity.
torment and tears from another wasted year,
conscious of the way I felt,
you blamed me for the cards you dealt.
never even told me,
what you claimed that i`d done wrong.
just made me feel unwelcome,
said we couldn`t carry on.
you always got so caught up,
in your ideals of perfection,
never even realised,
you`d bought a misconception.

as the burns higher,
I look at my past.
what a shame to think you`ll miss me,
that i`ll get the last laugh.
why was it that I loved you,
when you treated me that way.
the question stays unanswered now,
on this my final day.
as I come to end my life now,
I look back with no regrets.
it wasn`t me who was guilty,
of the friendship being wrecked.
you had no comprehension.
or you should have spoken up.
for your bitter words, I always heard.
louder than those