Understand — текст песни (Radio Iodine)

Is it a crime to want to be happy in a sick, sick world
If it`s the fool who believes in forgiveness, I`m a sick, sick girl
I long to cry on someone`s shoulder
To receive a friend`s absolution
And I think I know that look I`ve seen it before
I think you`re pitying me
And if you need an emotional score
Then I will be your emotional whore
And when I spit you out at last
You`ll understand, try to understand
When is the time to give into mercy and walk from the pain
Where is the will to yearn for out freedom and break the chains
I long to fall into your slumber
You long to slowly pull me under
And I think you know me well, far too well
Too well for my own good
Is it a crime to want to be happy in a sick, sick world
I`m a sick, sick girl
And if you need an emotional score
Then I will be your emotional whore
And when I spit you out at last
You`ll understand, try to understand