A Chapter Of Accidents — текст песни (A Wilhelm Scream)

I swear to God the sun is laughing at me,
but I can`t say because I don`t look straight at it.
Hear me out.
Those boys tell all the lies that roll right past you:
I don`t wanna fuck you, I just wanna hold you.
Hear me out.
I`ve searched my conscience.
Done laps thinking, like the ice capades and roller rinks.
Will I know if I still care?
I can`t make up my mind.
I`ll burn those bridges to the ground to tie you up and drag you down.
Give in to all subtle charms, spend summer nights in your arms.
If I drowned in deeper oceans and sink, would you be better off than me?
I`d do anything to find you.
It`s springtime and I feel like I`m dying while everybody`s got
a new lease on life.
Hear me out.
It`s the time of year that rolls right past me.
Just days to deadline.
I know you can`t wait to leave.
What do I waste my time for?
You`ve been gone for some time.
Could I set out to find you?
I`m fucked because you`re my vice.
But maybe I`m that type of guy, because I might be.
I know this year`s been miserable.
I have faith the end is beautiful.
It`s just the road to get to you that`s hard.