Calendar — текст песни (Good Riddance)

I`d never thought I`d reach another end
When all I want is to be myself again
So why so soon we were having so much fun
Sometimes I wish I`d never learn to run

Ask me why I`m sad I`ll say it`s not so bad
I`ve done too much growing up today
Excuse my bitter half
He`s too disturbed to laugh right now
I`ll find you when it`s done

I wrapped regret around the chance I`d never take
Discarded dreams for too much time awake
Now where did it dissapear to
Youth I fought my way out of
And it feels like I`m running out of time