I`ve Been Eating (For You) — текст песни (bright eyes)

so i`m just a medicine
you take when you`re sick
you get well and that`s it
i`m put back
on the shelf in your (mirror/map?)
and it isn`t exeptional
the course of our fate
cuz people love and they hate
and i guess
it`s just all turned to hate.
yeah you were just some song i wrote
a poem on a page
a sculpture i made
out of clay -
desire was the flame.
but now you`re more of a basketball
boys just pass you around
they bounce you hard on the ground
and dribble
then we all get high 5`s.
and you think i`m an asshole now
well you`re probably right
but at least i`m not blind to the fact
i`ve been wishing were lies.
but still i hope you get everything
that you care to possess
and unbelievable sex
with him
or any one of my friends.
but just don`t ask about my appetite
i didn`t lose it tonight
it`s been gone half my life
it`s just i
i`ve been eating for you.