Drama In The Emergency Room — текст песни (I Hate Myself)

i can survive, but i don`t know if i want to.
turn off the machines. i`ve sprung a thousand leaks.
i can feel everything. listen.
get your fingers out from under my skin.
just let me lay back and drip.
paste up my parts and i`ll be a bed-ridden frankenstein
with diseased mental faculty,
a depression you can`t remedy with your scalpels,
your stitches, and stainless steel,
your arrogant radical zeal, i`m bleeding, infected, unsterile
i`ve got bags that you can`t cure.
Doctor! Doctor! Doctor, are you listening?
i`m trying to explain something, but you`re not listening
like i can`t speak.