Somebody — текст песни (Blue October)

So you dropped me
Held me by my feet and let me go
I fell between the seat, but nothing broke
I`ve yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
The one I knew of years ago
Now I`m twisted
Twisted from the waist and spun around
Promised only sky but given ground
Realized the makeup is for a clown
The clown I knew of months ago

(Chorus) I only wanted to be somebody
So fucking bad, I came unglued
I only wanted to be somebody
So here we are now, face to face
And I`m fucking you

So you caught me!
Wishing I were better than the rest
You hit me and left bruises on my chest
And when I wouldn`t cheat
I spit upon your test
The test I tore up weeks ago
And now my fist is
My fist is for your face to cock the jaw
When I begin to rise, you start to fall
Now you know how it feels to drop the ball
The ball I threw back days ago

(Chorus)

So I`ll just stand right here for now
I should have won, but how?
I break a smart ass grin
Who let the loser win?
Let`s break a smart ass grin
Let`s let the losers win!