The Nervous Reaction — текст песни (Medulla Nocte)

Laughing at tragedy
The misery that captivates me
Sometimes I feel like I am losing my mind
Is it a sickness? cos I always get the same reaction from you every time

I never thought that death was so much fun <i>[repeat]
The nervous reaction
The lack of affection
The wounds wide open
The urge for confrontation
I never meant to cause you pain, I just can`t help it
I want to triumph the top of the game
Despite the circumstances, I can`t help laughing <i>[repeat]
Unaware of bitter glances
Hiding, never taking chances
Using my hands to cover up the fact I`m smiling
It just never sinks in cos I always get the same reaction from you
And you pull no punches

I never thought that death was so much fun <i>[repeat]
The nervous reaction
The lack of affection
The wounds wide open
The urge for confrontation
I never meant to cause you pain, I just can`t help it
Messed up your feelings once again
Trying so hard to make amends
Keep saying sorry again and again

I never thought that death could be so much fun

Can`t stop the tremors

Laughing at tragedy
A downfall that amuses me
Cracking my ribs, knowing that it`s you that suffers I am glad that you`re
dead
Because I always get the same reaction.....