Mistake of My Life — текст песни (Caedmon`s Call)

I`m in love, never been so sure of anything
Then again, could be a tumor in my brain
Tricking me into thinking that we were meant to be
Either way, I`m about to shock my family
And my hometown again
`Cause this time I`m leaving

Once I`m gone I cannot look back
I`ve got to trust this is right
Maybe I`m on my way to find you
Maybe I`m gonna make the mistake of my life

Since we met my life`s been so up in the air
Here today but by next week I could be there
On the street struggling to support my newest vice
With a sign that says `I will work for love advice.`
`Cause I will mow your lawn
If you`ll tell me what I`m doing wrong

But I`ll leave the car runnin`
And I`ll leave half the boxes packed
For the slim chance I`ll go right back