Defenseless — текст песни (Enchant)

[Music & lyrics - D. Ott]

Can`t fight this urge
I`m overwhelmed with anxiety
It`s taking over me
Can`t calm my nerves
I just can`t seem to stop this calamity
Will it be the death of me?

I`m finding out
There is no doubt I need some help
How can I learn to protect me from myself?

This craving is too strong
Restraint is on the shelf
I just can`t be alone with myself too long
Can`t stop my trembling hands
I`ve got the shakes again
Convinced myself the needle`s
My best friend

Never been so high
I`m sure if I wanted I could touch the sky
I`m already halfway there
But I`m falling down
Seems my time to fly is running out
Does anybody really care?

I`ve figured it out
There is no doubt I need some help
Can you try to save me from myself?

This craving is too strong
I`ve lost all self control
I just can`t be alone
With myself anymore
I`ve nothing left to lose
And nothing stops the pain
But the poison
That I pump through my veins

And my tears they leave a stain
And my heart won`t beat the strain
Cause the beast I just can`t tame

I`ve figured it out
There is no doubt I need some help
Can I ever really trust myself?

My craving is so strong
My self-esteem is gone
I must stop
Or I won`t be around very long
I won`t be around:
Very long:
I won`t be around: