you`re unsure and you`re not ready so that must mean I want you
you`re unavailable and disinterested and to you I look for comfort
a million times in a million ways I will try to change you
a million months and a million days I`ll try to somehow convince you
I have waited for you and adjusted for you and I`m done
I have deferred to you and enabled you and I`m done
you`re too young or you`re too old or you`re simply not inclined
you`re asleep or you`re withholding be that my cue to crave you
several times in several ways I`ll try to squeeze love from you
several hours and several ways I`ll feast on scraps thrown from you
I have bent for you and I`ve deprived for you and I`m done
I have depressed for you and contorted for you and I`m done
I have stifled for you and I`ve compromised for you and I`m done
I have silenced for you and sacrificed for you and I`m done
it won`t be long before I am reclaimed
it won`t take long and I`ll be on path again
it won`t be easy for us to disengage
I`m at the end of self deprivation stage
you`re afraid of every woman afraid of your inner workings
you cringe at the thought of living under the same roof as me god and everything
a million times and a million ways I`ve tried to alter to match you
several times every several days I`ve tried to uncrush on you