Suffering — текст песни (Frank Black And The Catholics)

I heard about your happiness
And all the plans that you`re involved in
Since you`re gone you`d be impressed
To know I, too, have been evolving
But I don`t think you comprehend
I`ve been suffering
Yeah, I`ve been suffering
Guess I`ll be suffering up around the bend
This love is a cancer in me
I can feel it advancing in me
This fire it is my light in the world
Well, I found me a new friend
I`ve been suffering
Yeah, I`ve been suffering
Guess I`ll be suffering up around the bend
I hung around in a leather bar
They threw me on the cement
Slept all night in my plastic car
Got in an accident
I brushed by you in the supermart
And I had me a touch of what`s real
It was real when you crushed my with your steel
Black clouds roll through my mind
Who says anyway these halls are sovereign?
I am a hater of the human kind
So keep away, this heart`s not softening
No, I don`t think that it`s the end of this suffering
Yeah, I`ve been suffering
I`ve been suffering
I`ve been suffering
And I`ll be suffering up around the bend