One Big Apology — текст песни (New End Original)

I look in the eyes
of my drunk friends
and I see my father
and it weighs me down
they don`t know whether they love me
they won`t fight me
or how much they`ve hurt
and it weighs me down

It`s just one big apology
It`s just one big apology

how do you work up so much emotion
oversomething that`sover
once now (?)

how do you make things bigger
make things smaller
to get where your going
or think you are

It`s just one big apology
It`s just one big apology

I thougt my way around it
I`ve thought of all these things
I thought if you could save
you could own a life (?)

The siren gets the bad rep
when she brings sinners in
yeah, they should all know better
but thery`e just finding better things