Disappearing Act — текст песни (Henry Rollins)

Im distracted not attracted

You attach without connection

As I self serve my diffracted mind

I dont want what I need

I dont care about the scars I leave

Your name and smile a thrown out file

As soon as we break away

Only when I hate you do I really love myself



I will only let you down

I can only fail you



You wont want me then Ill want you

When you come back I wont want you

Pushed and pulled our minds will rip in two

Im so scared of what I need I dont care

About the scars received

I live in self denial

Im afraid of what Ive got

I dont know why I hate you when you love me



My lifes the lies of you and i

Ive grown so hard that I deny accusations even

When theyre true

My pain is all I trust I dont care

How much I bleed

Dont regret the time you met me

Dont hold the harm I did against me

I dont know why I want to hurt you

When you touch me



Why do you stick around and let me do this?

Why do you stick around for this torture?



Only when Im with you do I want to be without

Your eyes are the windows

To the emptiness inside me