My Standard Break From Life — текст песни (Alkaline Trio)

I`ve got a regular problem
So my standard break from life is in order
I`m having trouble making sentences
I`m older but I don`t feel any smarter
You see I don`t know what I said to you
And now you`re pissed at you know who
And I guess I deserve it
I wish I could waste my time without wasting all your time
I try to leave a good impression
But it`s hard when my obsession`s in a wine glass
And when you`re only 23
It`s not attractive to complain about your sore back
Yes I can bitch until my eyes are blue
And you`re in bed with someone new
And I guess you deserve him
Wish I could waste my time without wasting all your time
You say I`m fixable
A classic case, lack of will
I say I don`t wanna try
I`d rather stay here all night

I`ve got a motivation problem
So my standard break from life is getting longer
Spent over 30 hours in this bed
In two days, I guess I could`ve phoned her
But now that I`m awake
I`d rather take a drink
And walk down to the lake
And beg the sky for lightning bolts
I can`t waste my time without wasting all your time
You say it`s fixable
A classic case, lack of will
I say I don`t wanna try
I`d rather sit here all night