[BIG WY]
Dear mama
I`ve never spoke out holdin` on the pride
But I feel it`s time to realese this pain inside
It was never a moment I didn`t feel you love me
I just didn`t want crack to take my mamma from me
I know it was rough, me and you at home
A young single mother with a son at home
With all the constant pressure
I`ve seen the scenery
But I just try my best to show what you mean to me
It helped me through it all, when my heart was torn
Cause I was in the jail the night to see my daughter born
I`ve learned a lot mama, turned my life around
I`m on with Dogg got some bomb we like brothers now
Thanks for prayin` for me, blessin` from me and my girl
And a character just like me I wanna give you the world
I just wanna thank you mama, for times you talked to me
I gave my hands to God and now he walkin` with me
Everyday in my life seems to be gettin` harder and harder
Thinkin` about doin` right
Steady doin` wrong, who`s right? Who`s wrong?
Everyday in my life seems to be gettin` harder and harder
Thinkin` about doin` right
Steady doin` wrong, who`s right? Who`s wrong?
[SIXX NINE OF 6 FEET DEEP]
Me and you was only 22
I remember like yesterday all the stupid things we used to get into
I mean mama had the hard times controllin` us
But that couldn`t stop the state from parolin` us, we on the streets
Me and you - they saw me they saw you (together)
My younger brother we was closer then 1 & 2 (that`s for real)
That`s why I can believe she had ?? to do it
Mama caught us and you died at the trauma unit
It`s a cold world and it`s gettin` colder
Lookin` over my shoulder
I keep thinkin` you gon` walk thru the door everyday now
And it was a bad dream when I saw you puttin` in the ground
But I shake it off
Got to keep it poppin`
I`m makin` beats now got the whole world jockin`
But I trade all the money in the world
Just for you to spend one day playin` with your baby girl
Everyday in my life seems to be gettin` harder and harder
Thinkin` about doin` right
Steady doin` wrong, who`s right? Who`s wrong?
Everyday in my life seems to be gettin` harder and harder
Thinkin` about doin` right
Steady doin` wrong, who`s right? Who`s wrong?
[SUGA BUGA]
We used to go half on tapes
And kept card
Drive down the `Shaw
Get at broads
Steady goin` my nigga
I miss you
To the point
I got to write a song my nigga
We cool homie (yeah)
Big Wy fresh out
?? just time for
He in school homie
And ?Luis? got a daughter
She looks like just blood
??? they all good
That`s for moms and pops
They`re doin` fine
Cause I believe that you check on them from time to time
Cause I can still feel the pain when you left that night
It`s like a sign from God to help me change my life
This music? It`s all we got, see me a blast (yeah)
Sheer me
Cause these streets just tryin` to kill me
The only child
So I`m goin` only down
Look out for moms and sisters while they still around, yeah
Everyday in my life seems to be gettin` harder and harder
Thinkin` about doin` right
Steady doin` wrong, who`s right? Who`s wrong?
Everyday in my life seems to be gettin` harder and harder
Thinkin` about doin` right
Steady doin` wrong, who`s right? Who`s wrong?
Everyday in my life seems to be gettin` harder and harder..
Oh yeah
Because grown men cryin` sometimes
Stuck in jail without bail, makin` grown men cryin` sometimes
Oh yeah...
