Me And My Madness — текст песни (Heavenly)

I hear string in songs when they`re not there
I see things in darkness when i`m scared
I feel cold out when it`s sunny
Make a joke and laugh about it
Feel like you`re a moving target
Wish all this had never started
Cut my hair and then I cut my skin
Hurt myself instead of hurting him
Feels like it`s a nightmare I`m in
Say one thing and think another
Stay in bed cos you`re not bothered
Pray that it will soon be over
He told you that he loved you he`d stay with you
oh you`re a fool
don`t believe what people say they never stay anyway
He kissed me and then he stayed the night
I can`t see that things could work out right
seems as if I`ll mess up some way
Hold his hand the world seems all new
Understand things when he`s near you
Now he`s gone it all seems untrue
He left her he said he cared that he`d be there
when you`re scared
(Dont believe what those people say it`s lies anyway)
I don`t think they will/ I just can`t sit still
Funny kind of ill/ I don`t wanna think about it
Showed me that your love/ but it`s not enough
I can`t ever trust/ I don`t wanna think about it
You`re there by my side/ then I asked you why
Could it be you lied?/ I don`t wanna think about it.
My phone rings but there`s no one there (hello?)
All my dreams have vanished in thin air
Was it real when you said you`d care
Once you kissed or did you dream it?
Bought a gift but he`s not seen it
How`d you know he didn`t mean it?
When he`s gone it all goes wrong
Smashed up your home now you`re alone
All of what you said/ goes round in my head
when i lie in bed/ i don`t wanna think about it
i`m too paranoid/ you could get annoyed/
so did other boys/ i don`t wanna think about it.
heard it all before/ gets to be a bore
God my head is sore/ I don`t wanna think about it