Holding Back — текст песни (Antifreeze)

Seems like I have to change my life
It`s on my shoulders today
But how can I go about my change
when I`m used to my old ways?

For awhile I could hide
Pretend that nothing bothered me
I thought that would make it better
But I can`t hide forever

What do you expect from me?
I`m not trying to hold back
I`ve heard this all before
After all that I`ve said,
You don`t understand me
Just don`t take it personally

I`m insecure playing love`s games
My past relationships to blame
Still I can`t just stand aside
Watching life passing me by
Absorbing every word you said

I know it`s not what you had planned
I hope one day you`ll understand