Underneath — текст песни (Backdraft Effect)

Below the valleys and the hills
I lie between two worlds
Living life and afterlife are one to me
Seperate from the fact that I still breathe
My mind is like a fountain
Overflowing with blood
So many dwelling thoughts that remain
Memories that blur like mud
Two powers watching my every move
One wishes me good
The other lures me to his side
Temptation affects my mental state
Sending my mind racing like horses out of the gate
One love over come by hate
Hate over come by love
The smilies on peoples faces
Leave my heart full of empty spaces
And I can`t believe the reasons why
Eating me like a cancer, till the day I die
I feel like im living inbetween
Slowly fading underneath
Fear surrounds me like a school of fish
Sometimes I wonder if I can still take this
Its just like a war of words
Only I am the one that cant be heard
I lay awake dreaming of better days
Days that I know are nothing but a dream
I still hope and pray
Until I`ve lost all hope
I can never fade