Negative — текст песни (Synthetic Delusion)

COME ON!
COME ON!
you`ve been so close for so long
I never thought you were wrong
my enemy all along
no, I`m never gonna forget,
to fuck all and everybody
I`m gonna be somebody
the odds are against me
against me
and all I hear is the laughing in my face
and all those things you said an put in my head
that you`ve never believed in me
I cant believe I let you get to ME
and all this time I thought you`d
be there to back me up
I held you more close than most
thought you would never cross me
blinded by the trust I gave to you
I knew you, why do you?, degrade me?, must hate me,
cause every time I`m holding my head high
you crush all my hopes and my dreams why?
I already know that I`m ugly, you always seem to remind ME
I`m so sick!
puking negative
puking negative
puking negative
puking negative
I`m puking
I`m negative
I`m puking
I`m negative
I`m puking
I`m negative
puking negative
puking negative