Emotion No. 13 — текст песни (suicidal tendencies)

I wish so hard that I could be just like the
...one you want me to
But it doesn`t seem to work though I`m trying.
I try so hard to do what`s right, to be so good,
...to make you proud, but it never seems to satisfy you.
It`s just the person that you want,...it`s not the person that
I am.
The conflict inside`s horrifying.
I want so much for you to think of me as a person
...that deserves your respect & attention.
I wonder if I`ll ever do the things you want...(the way you
want)
When I don`t even know what I want yet.
It`s not that I`m rebelling against the person you are
It`s just that I don`t know who I am.
All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts
Oh God, do you know how I`m hurting?
There`s an emotion in me. There`s an emotion in me
Emotion No. 13

Look into my eyes, you`ll see I`m not lying.
Emotion No. 13 easy cryin`
Don`t ask me how I know, but I`m dying

Emotion No. 13 blows my mind away
Emotion No. 13, it blows me away

Look into my eyes, you`ll see I`m not...
Emotion No. 13, says I`m...
Don`t ask me how I know, but I think I`m...
Don`t ask me how I know, but I think I`m dying,...dying, dy-
ing, dying

All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts
Oh God do you know how I`m hurting?
There`s an emotion in me, there`s an emotion in me
Emotion No. 13

Look into my eyes, you`ll see I`m not lying
Emotion No. 13, feels like I`m dying