Something I Never Had — текст песни (LINDSAY LOHAN)

Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number, I cannot get through
You don`t hear me
I don`t understand
When I reach out, I don`t find your hand

Were they wasted words?
Did they mean a thing?
And all that precious time
But I still feel so in between

Someday I just keep pretending
You`ll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can`t keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself
Things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out, you could always change your mind
Like a book I read where it works out in the end
Can`t I close my eyes, have you lying here again
Then I come back down, then I fade back in
And then I realize it`s just what might have been

Someday I just keep pretending
That you`ll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can`t keep something that I never had

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all, anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while you`re sleeping after all

Someday I just keep pretending
That you`ll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can`t keep something that I never had, that I never had
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can`t keep something that I never had

You don`t see me
You don`t feel me like I feel you