Forget — текст песни (carolines spine)

As I wander through this house where my man became a mouse
I can see how we started so innocently.
As I agonize my way through another yesterday
I still don`t know how you could have sunk so low
You wouldn`t follow me with the rest of them
Now I`m by myself.
You wouldn`t protect me from the rest of them
I`m beside myself and I`m trying to forget...
As I pack up the things we shared
I try to convince myself I never cared
yet I feel that we were the only real thing.
When I think back to when we were one
then you accuse me of things I never could`ve done
and you never confessed of looking for excuses.
So I retreat to my family
who showed you endless generosity and yes,
I hear a sigh of disbelief.
So, I will go on with my life, court another,
maybe gain a wife and I`ll try to outgrow
just going through the motions.
You will alwasy be a step ahead in the back of my head
while I`m trying to forget...