I`m sitting in this sleazy hotel room
Somewhere along the rocky road of doom
Looking back at my life and wondering what went wrong
Trying to turn these feelings into a song
I guess I`ve always been some kind of a fake
And sometimes I do feel like a flake
But I see where I have come from so clear
And the weight that I`ve been carrying many years
Fresh blue waters cleanse me
Give me wisdom and help me find the key
In the lap of the sea I`m free
And the future will be better than the past
I have learned from my mistakes and that will last
It`s unbelievable how I did lie
To myself but at least now I know why
I`m so sorry for some things that I have done
I want to make it up and feel the sun