Hesitation — текст песни (Primer 55)

feeling like i`ll never understand this
all the things i hate about myself
the mistakes i made, i never planned this
everytime i`m good, there`s something else

realize i`m always overthinking
never learned just how to let things be
search inside myself to find the answers
i am not the man i want to be.

[chorus]
look inside of me, tell me what you see
pick it apart tell me what you see
just don`t you give up on me
and i don`t feel the same in my own skin
and i`m fed up with battles i can`t win.

constantly in fear of isolation
is someone after me? i just can`t tell
never felt like leaving myself open
living life, depending on myself.

[repeat chorus]