Solitare — текст песни (no use for a name)

I can pretend for you, that I mean every word said it`s true
That I`d probably rather be like a stranger in disguise
And act as if nothing ever..

Died or faded away, got lonelier with age
And time isn`t on our side

I`m sorry to take the thoughts that keep you awake
And make it seem like they`re overrated
You certainly talk about me more when
I fall down
And when I get up, my time is never enough
Loved in front behind my back hated
I guess it has everything to do with luck

I can defend the truth
but I sound like white noise to my friends
As I raise my glass to you
In a stupor we speak words
That couldn`t be more honest

Lies we lived before are fights without a war
I`m dead when it`s in your head

I`m starting to think that all the buoys we sink
Are cutting our chances of being saved
I see that the end is all we have to let us know
I`d like to believe in something more than a dream
For when the will to be one has faded
I guess the truth will soon be deceived
My friend that isn`t there,
My solitaire.