Coolidge — текст песни (descendents)

I`m not a cool guy anymore
As if I ever was before
I took a look at all the signs
Then rolled it over in my mind
The feelings I could not release
Became a bitter part of me
What was I thinking of?
It couldn`t stay the way it was
I looked at my reflection
And I saw a stranger`s face
I saw where I was going
And I had to walk away

I lost a girl, it`s Just as well
She tried to save me from myself
I`ve still got her on my mind
Tossing and turning in my bed
But if she had stayed another week
I would have dragged her down with me
She took it till she`d had enough
Is that what I thought love was?
I told her "see you later"
But it`s hard to see at all
At the bottom of the barrel
With your back against the wall

I`m not a cool guy anymore
Left it behind, then closed the door
I know you can`t escape the past
Now I look back and have to laugh
I was my worst enemy
It almost got the best of me
What was I thinking of?
It couldn`t stay the way it was
I looked up one day and saw that
It was up to me
You can only be a victim if you
Admit defeat