The New Denial — текст песни (The Good Life)

i can`t do this anymore:
stay in, black out, hit the floor.
i`ve forgotten what i`m hiding from
but mama called and cried to me,
"baby, your anniversary was last tuesday."
that`s right...okay, i guess it slipped my mind.
and that`s fine with me, i guess,
though it came as a surprise.
i gotta celebrate my memory`s retreat
it`s finally forgetting things.
i pushed it away. i let histroy lie.
finally memory sleeps.
goodnight.

it`s gonna be all right okay?
i`m leaving everything behind
so goodnight, farewell-and cheers
to the new denial.
exhausted with the born again routine...
you die a little bit each time you smile.
so grit your teeth, they like you happy.