Rubicon — текст песни (VNV Nation)

Praying for myself, these thoughts I`ve tried to hide
I have faith in me, I hope this will survive
But it`s tearing me apart, I can`t hear the words
By which I die, so I must ask again, who will carry me?

I cannot deny, nothing can defend
From the helplessness that`s cutting deep inside
And I can`t prevent the thought that nothing`s real
It seems I`m waiting years for this day to end

The strength I need to feel
The pride inside of me
And I fell behind the face
That`s staring back at me
The anger and the pain
Of knowing where I am
I have come so far and I cannot return

Nothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say, no truth left that I can see
So must I let this end, and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as I have always done

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for, something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart, so this does not end.
I cannot return, I can`t start again

Nothing to deny, nothing to defend
From the helplessness, it`s cutting me so deep insdie
And I can`t prevent the thought that`s nothing`s real
It seems I`m waiting years for this day to end