Memories Of A Teenage Cat — текст песни (Awaken)

(G.Snowcat)
So many regrets on my mind
I really don`t know why
I open the window to understand
The winter blows my hair
The time has not so much changed
But the magic has gone
I`m so sorry but I thank you
It seems so far from now
I feel I`ve lost myself
Inside this empty cage
It`s so hard to believe now
The spring is so unreal
It`s not too late, it`s not too soon
But it`s never the right time
How many times did it last
This long and tender dream ?
When summer went away
My story was so clear
And now I understand :
Just the end of the dance
I have made so many mistakes
It was a game, a funny thing
Blame it on me but don`t look back
I`m the guardian of my past
A pretty face in the street
A smile and a new life
But I will never forget
On my last days of life