Second to Last — текст песни (Sick Shift)

A different day, but still the same old scene
I`m doing nothing all alone again
My face is dirty and my hands are unclean
It`s hard not being lonely when you haven`t any friends

It seems to me that everyone`s wrong
With introspection all I see is rejection
How will I relate when I cannot get along?
I`m left here to wallow in my own imperfection

There exists no point in trying to get along
In a society in which I don`t belong
I`m always locked in my virtual cell
And I can`t make bail
I don`t associate with such a foreign kind
I watch TV with my forgotten mind
I`m always fighting for second to last
But still I fail

Alone I walk down these changing streets
Faceless idiots put my conscience in danger
Although this neighborhood should be so familiar
Why do I feel like such a stranger?

You`re afraid that you can`t have it all
I`m afraid because I don`t have anything
Standing next to you makes me feel small
But standing by myself I feel nothing