You — текст песни (Avail)

it`s not an accusation, i freeze when i see you and i can still feel
you breath
you say i spread lies for attention as you play victim
their minds set on who to believe
i can`t sit here pitied and self absorbed
but i can`t scrub this scent clean
i`ve tried before adn i`m sure i can`t explain in words
or thoughts the way i`ve kicked and fought
and fought myself to be sane to come clean and
begin at last again
sure i could give up and those i praise
woudln`t give a fuck
so much for friends, so much for feelings now
why don`t you spit in my face
for bringing shame to your name
you and i know for sure
behind closed doors
it was you against me
i won`t sit here blamed and ignored
as i rinse the stains clean without support
and i`m sure i can`t explain in words or thought
the lessons i was taught
as i fought while you used force for gain
and i was skin deep in shame
now i won`t let up
i`ll tread the heals of your every step
so much for friends, so much for feelings now
why don`t you spit in my face
for bringing shame to your name
you and i know for sure
behind closed doors
it was you against me