Im going through a thang (repeat 3x)
Im having problems in my life, steady going through a thang
Fall to my knees beggin please that my life will change
My life has been good, but still it riles me, nothing is time is stored
Jacking this store for a gain of, something cause blacks are killing blacks
I gots to hustle while i, can
Dont depend on tomorrow cause I might be a dead man
I wake up in the morning, theres no food in my, fridge
My momma give her 86 is cussing out her kids
Age of 13 I started smoking on that endo
Kicked it with jodi now Im peeping out the window
A lot is on my mind and theres a lotta pressure pressing me
America and its system, I figure that theyre testing me
I fall and catch myself, falling in my wisdom
Daddys raping daughters and having sex with em
My mothers turning tricks and Im ? ? ? no more
My sister had a baby and shes eating off the floor
Im going through a thang, my minds about to crack
Somebody took my sack, I gots to take it back
My heart is in the ghetto cause the ghettos steady pacing me
Last night I slit my wrists cause jason was steady chasing me
No jobs in my city, I thankt thats a shame
Shorties in the house drinking 40s and we all going straight through a
Thang
Im goin, Im goin, Im goin through a thang (repeat 8x)
Im having problems, today was a bad day
My fathers creamated, I smoked his ashes and threw em in an ashtray
My granny had a stroke and my sisters on dope
And now I read all the suicidal notes that my sister wrote
But I must move on, I must forget about the past
Cause see Im deep in the ghetto and Im surrounded by broken glass
Its time to see a murder, my glock is the object
Im labeled as a killer, I cause more grief than the projects
With a revolver in my hand, they dont figure I live too long
They tell me to live right but my societys living wrong
Im sitting in therapy, I got problems I wont admit
My teachers a sex fiend and my reverends a hypocrite
Im catching myself from falling, my record deal was stalling
Im ooting on them thangs while my mothers calling
Nothing worth living for but my family and the money
I pack a .44, so save the fur for the easter bunny
Cocaine and ? ? ? I dont think Im a ever change
All these problems on my chest, got me going through a thang
Im goin, Im goin, Im goin through a thang (repeat 8x)