Never Hear Me — текст песни (Even Vast)

You can`t control this
-a neverending pain-
You never cared too mach
About me man
You cannot stand this
-but I`m shaking off my chains-
You don`t like to see this
New light in my eyes
No veils on my face
No fears in my mind
And now I`m used to lokking you
Fixedly in the eyes
And I swear to myself
You`ll never hear me say:

"I feel so lonely tonight
And I wish that I could die
Too much cold is this place
And I think I won`t survive
I feel badly hurt tonight
Cannot really stand this pain
Too many tears are in my eyes
I need love to make them wiped"

But I say you are foolish
If you do think that I can be
Such a stupid
And you cannot forget this
`Cause I`m taking my first steps
To a new life
You consumed my emotions
Treading on them as if
Nothing were the matter
I can`t tell you how long I`ve suffered
But it helped me
In getting stronger
Now I swear there`s something
You will never hear me say
Swear something you will never hear me!