[Intro - Spoken]
Yo, I can`t sing it
I feel like singin
I wanna fuckin sing
Cuz i`m happy
Yeah, I`m happy
Ha Ha
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out
[Verse 1 - Sung]
Some days I sit, starin out the window
Watchin this world pass me by
Sometimes I think theres nothin to live for
I almost break down and cry
Somtimes I think I`m crazy
I`m crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?
But then I see my baby
Suddenly I`m not crazy
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes
[Chorus]
Somtimes it feels like the world`s on my shoulders
Everyone`s leanin on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world`s almost over
But then she comes back to me
[Verse 2 - Sung]
My baby girl [Hailie laughs] keeps gettin older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cuz they don`t understand me
They just dont see my real side
I act like shit don`t face me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive
But then I see my baby
Suddenly I`m not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
[Chorus]
[Verse 3 - Rapped]
Yeah and if I could sing, I`d keep singing this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes, I`d blow something as long as my father
To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her
God, I`m a daddy, I`m so glad that her mum didn`t [censored] (abort her)
Now you probly get this picture from my public persona
That I`m a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there`s a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o` my soul,
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,
Or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But I got a wife that`s determined to make my life livin hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I`m dealt
So many chances, man, it`s too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that I`ve wasted are nothing to the tears that I`ve tasted
So here`s what im facin:
3 felonies, 6 years of prohibation
I`ve went to jail for this woman, I`ve been to bat for this woman
I`ve taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, I shoulda seen it comin, why`d I stick my penis up it?
Woulda ripped the pre-nip up if I`d seen what she was fuckin
But fuck it, it`s over, there`s no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, maybe the only lady that I adore, Hailie
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby`s travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It`s like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted
Now it don`t feel like the world`s on my shoulders
Everyone`s leanin on me
Cuz my baby know`s that her daddy`s a soldier
No one can take her from me
[Outro - Spoken]
Woo!
I told you I can`t sing.
Oh well, I tried
Hailie, `member when I said
If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
Well guess what?
Daddy`s here.
And I ain`t goin nowhere baby
I love you! (kiss)
