Thinking About Things — текст песни (catch 22)

I just said I love you to a girl I haven`t seen since December, I remember, she was close enough to me. Now I`m growing up and throwing `round some words to reassure, that I`ll always love her, because I loved her once before. And I don`t care cuz I`m backed into a corner, and lifen`s not fair, so I`m breakin` all the rules. Day by day don`t walk away. "you`ve got a good thing going on," I tell myself it`s like throw it all away or stick around. Around away with it I don`t wanna stay with it. Pass it on. Be strong, hold on, not long ago and every day is the same thing, tomorrow is the same thing. I hold my head in my hand. (CHORUS) Everything that I do, everything that I say, everything that I am, everything seems so wrong. Am I dramatic or am I empathizing with myself? If it`s selfish, I don`t want it, but I know it too damn well to forget it. Forget it. I don`t want it anymore, and I just said I love you to a girl I loved before.