Lamented Despondency — текст песни (Esoteric)

I look back at nothing,
Questioning my singulation for pain.

The torment, the tears that flowed.
Living my death every day.
Seeing my death and fantasising regret from those I once cared for.

The foolish dreams of my once young mind.
Now void of hope.
Aged so quickly before it`s time.

And no one could see or hear me,
Confusion was my only friend.

In the dark I grew,
Twisted and torn from the intense cold that poured over me,
I searched and found,
In the dark so long that now I may see,
Through humanities` ignorance, lies and stupidity.
But the pain still breathes inside of me.

Pain. Pain. Inside of me:

[Music - Bryan. Autumn/Winter 1993]
[Lyrics - Greg. 1992/93]</i>