The world ain`t no different now
The world ain`t no different now...
[Black Rob]
Never had a dime, my life a crime
Had me when I was nine, mom drunk off of wine
Ran with all kind her mind stayed wit the stupor
`til a point she paid no mind to the supper
Stay mad but stay fronting with smiles
Stayed on the ground once and a while
First day of school never had nuttin too style
Mister Colondre stressin I ain`t comin in a while
It was a bummer, rocking the shit I rocked all summer
On the first day I was feeling some kind of way
and she wasn`t trying to do nuttin
You would think for the sake of the kids
she would enroll in school or somethin
Now I know then was even harder
Especially for a single mother raising me with no father
Shit living up in this tenement, eating stale M&M`s
Talking wild shit to spanish immigrants
I speak in codes, man to severence
Always quiet then ben dichon to my madre
Even though she did nuttin for me
Acknowwledge me as I run down my life story
[Chorus]
You don`t know how crazy it is outside, I die inside
Oh I`ve cried oh I`ve cried;
Do you forgive me?? Do you forgive me??
[Black Rob]
Check the skit, nobody never gave me shit
If anything a nigga frame me and make me get
3 to 6 my first bid, no doubt up in Spofford
Had to be 12 son had to make a profit
Remembering robbed my moms wit no guilt
Eating pork and beans or corn flakes wit no milk
In school I smacked cats in a hurry
Moms didn`t care she was getting drunk wit Mrs. Berry
on the first floor - I used to thirst for greenery
Picking pockets wit Seth and Jay from 106th Street
Yo fuck home, I`m tired of getting punched in my dome
Tired of this faggot ass nigga moan
That`s when I started roaming, my hustling game is deep
Cats ya heard; ran from San Fran to Manhattan to Newburg
Notorious tell ya friends spread the word
Glorious my life story is absurd
[Chorus] - repeat 2x
Home from Elmira, got a little wider
I`m gonna keep it real still a scheme man conniver
Recognize the struggle lI`ve it like a thug do
Hatred in my heart but inside I love you
See no matter what I will extend my arms to hug you
Knowing I am just like you, I am like the double
All I wanna know is how you pound me down
Yo this shit is real and you really jerked me around
But any way I am getting paid wit puff now
I can cop you a house I can send you some stuff now
So many levels jail take you
I appreciate jail because it made me appreciate you
I`ve been through fire and birth stone
Ised to be ???? not I cop the gem stone
I remembered when you rushed me
The time you said you should of flushed me
I forgive you ma trust me
[Chorus] - repeat `til end
