Killer In A Former Life — текст песни (Fretblanket)

I`m a small time player in a big time game
And that`s really all I`m worth.
I think I`ve trod these boards before,
Is it more than I deserve?
I must have been a killer in a former life,
It makes no sense this punishment you see.
It used to be magnificent
To be constantly on call.
Now I`m nearly twice as glad
Just to be alive at all,
The real people in these towns,
Are kicking off their shoes tonight without me...
Oh you are awful but I love it,
You are awful but no, no, no, you`re the best!
And I`m the worst I`ve ever been,
And I`m waiting for my time to leave you far behind.
I never cared for anything,
I imagine people guessed.
They wanted me to play along,
It`s not something I`d suggest.
It doesn`t really matter what you achieve,
As long as you enjoy yourself, apparently.
Oh you are awful but I love it,
You are awful but no, no, no, you`re the best!
And I`m the worst I`ve ever been,
And I`m waiting for my time to leave you far behind.
I thought I`d save my life,
Save it up till I could find it useful.
I thought I`d bide my time,
Save it up till I could find it useful.
Just another day, just another week, just another month
And I`m already halfway out to lunch!