She`s There — текст песни (Embodyment)

i`m giving up on heart conditions
and loath the days of expectation
she only visits for a second
and leaves a nightmare for my soul
i prayed that God would end this torture
but now i fear to shut my eyes
but in my head she`s there
i kick myself,recall her name
but in my head i know
she wanted me but i`m alone
i only dwell on formal glories
relive the best days of my life
but i refused to take her offer
she wept and somehow found the door
but in my head she`s there
i kick myself, recall her name
but in my head i know
she wanted me but i`m alone
she`s in my head...
and i`ll bring you home, clean all my mistakes
what`s done is done, and it goes on and on and on