Reality Check — текст песни (Konkhra)

When all that`s good in life comes crashing down
The pillars crumble with a hellish sound
I don`t know what`s going on
Dumbfound and without a clue
Is nothing good inside of you?
I spit my name like a fucking curse
And damn it all for getting worse

Someone save me
From this downward speeding
Someone help me
Please stop my soul from bleeding

I can`t deal with reality
It`s nothing but excruciating agony
I can`t deal with my apathy
It`s just in my genes and personality

A shroud of amphetamine clouds my mind
A forced solution of the killing kind
Now I know what`s going on
It`s myself destroying me
There`s nothing left there anyway
I spit my name like a fucking curse
And damn it all for getting worse

I don`t know what`s real or not...
My brain is nothing but a bowl of snot...