Fallen Angels (Dear Jill) — текст песни (Mia X)

Dear Jill
I`ve been trying to do my thing
Since you`ve been away
But I think about you everyday
It`s still hard
I`m still bitter
Still missin you sister
I pour out a little liquor
Spray your favorite perfume
We hit the blunt now and then
Bust out laughin and chokin
Cuz me and you really wasn`t bout no smokin
Your mom is coping, but it`s so rough
I can see it in her eyes
I can`t stand to be around her too long
She makes me wanna cry
Why do God sometimes take away the good ones
That`s the big question that`s got everybody stressin
Ask him for me, so I can tell the mothers and fathers
Who can`t stop mourning for their sons and daughters
It gets hard around the holidays and your birthdays
We try to keep busy, taking extra work days
My hurt days is when I go to ???
Cuz I ain`t got my girl to split it with
I really get sick
When I think about that dirty nigga
But mentally I know he`s gettin his
That makes me sleep better
I`m never gonna let your memory die
Even though a big part of me died when you left us
I bought my moms a house
The kids are gettin so big
Even got me a man and all
We call him Hotboy
Our kinda nigga
Thugged out, slugged up
Bad temper known for tearin shit up
He treats me nice though
But I wanna let you know that I`ma work hard
To stay on the right track and stay on guard
Lord knows that I love you, my friend
And I`ma end this until we meet again
I miss you, Jill

Chorus: repeat 4X

Fallen, fallen angels
I can`t believe that you are gone
I`m standing here all alone