[Cormega]
Spank, what`chu doing? I know you up there
In heaven with a pretty angel braidin` ya hair
Eatin ya sunflower seeds drinkin ya beer
All I could do is wish you was here, in the physical
Super hit me on the two way and left me a message sayin
You mighta got killed, it couldn`t be real
Then reality struck me, nah, that shit crushed me
Your life ended, you cheated me outta a friendship
Plus we wasn`t speakin as frequent
I was O.T., you was in Queensbridge
Son you know me, it wasn`t no secret
I wasn`t agreeing with niggas motives, shit is corrosive
Like rust, who can I trust when niggas is cobras?
Yo I spoke at ya funeral, your aunt sang beautiful
Ya moms so proud the way the crew came through for you
Word son, the love is real
Chorus [Cormega]
Did you ever lose a nigga you love?
Then ask yourself is there a heaven for thugs?
And will you be forgiven when your spirit is judged
This song is dedicated to my niggas above
Did you ever lose a nigga you love?
Then ask yourself is there a heaven for thugs?
And will you be forgiven when your spirit is judged
This song is dedicated to my niggas above
[Cormega]
Blue, I think of you and the tears begin
I know you my dog, thats a man best friend
My life ain`t the same since you met ya end
So for you I represent my nigga
When I come to Greensborough I think of you
Sittin on twenties, sippin on remy
If you looked in dudes eyes then you woulda saw envy
And maybe you`d still be alive, you hear me son?
I mean ya daughter was barely one
Too young to understand she`ll never see you again
Little Ariel at daddy burial
Unaware of how much daddy cared for you
And I don`t gotta talk about the things I`ll do
Son I got`chu, be easy
Ya little girl will never need and never see the treachery this world has to
offer
Yes believe my nigga, uhh
Chorus
[Cormega]
Mommy, I need you to guide me
And help me find a judist among me
I know truely you love me
I battled no power but the ruler above me
And prayed for my enemies aswell as my friends
Will I ever see you again?
Ma, you was so pretty
I`d give anything to have you near me
Life is precious like a diamond necklace
I need you, to point me in the right direction
I`m still learnin lifes lessons, ya my inner essence
I`m your reflection as you seen in my conception
Through-out my adolesence I was missin you, wishin you
would appear in the physical, but you never came
Rappers feel they my eqaul, but can`t measure my pain
That run through me like blood in my veins
My life could be a movie,
Who I`m I? a real thug yours truely
`Mega, `Mega, for all my fallen...
Chorus
