Open — текст песни (Cure, The)

i really don`t know what i`m doing here
i really think i should`ve gone to bed tonight but...
just one drink
and there`re some people to meet you
i think that you`ll like them
i have to say we do
and i promise in less than than an hour we will honestly go...
now why don`t i just get you another
while you just say hello...

yeah just say hello...

so i`m clutching it tight
another glass in my hand
and my mouth and the smiles
moving up as i stand up
too close and too wide
and the smiles are too bright
and i breathe in too deep
and my head`s getting light
but the air is getting heavier and it`s closer
and i`m starting to sway
and the hands all on my shoulders don`t have names
and they won`t go away
so here i go
here i go again...

falling into strangers
and it`s only just eleven
and i`m staring like a child
until someone slips me heaven
and i take it on my knees
just like a thousand times before
and i get transfixed
that fixed
and i`m just looking at the floor
just looking at the floor
yeah i look at the floor...

and i`m starting to laugh
like an animal in pain
and i`ve got blood on my hands
and i`ve got hands in my brain
and the first short retch
leaves me gasping for more
and i stagger over screaming
on my way to the floor
and i`m back on my back
with the lights and the lies in my eyes
and the colour and the music`s too loud
and my head`s all the wrong size
so here i go
here i go again...

yeah i laugh and i jump
and i sing and i laugh
and i dance and i laugh
and i laugh and i laugh
and i can`t seem to think
where this is
who i am
why i`m keeping this going
keep pouring it out
keep pouring it down
keeping it going
keep pouring it down
and the way the rain comes down hard...
that`s the way i feel inside...

i can`t take it anymore
this it i`ve become
this is it like i get
when my life`s going numb
i just keep moving my mouth
i just keep moving my feet
i say i`m loving you to death
like i`m losing my breath
and all the smiles that i wear
and all the games that i play
and all the drinks that i mix
and i drink until i`m sick
and all the faces i make
and all the shapes that i throw
and alll the people i meet
and all the words that i know
makes me sick to the heart
oh i feel so tired...

and the way the rain comes down hard...
that`s how i feel inside...