[Verse 1]
I`m so goddamn tired, cant tell if I`m done, or just un-inspired
and don`t give me that you can be somebody speech
that ain`t your place, let me be
I`m an example of a candle lit life
with electric relaxation, brain trampled by devotion
to remote control channel changin
something provoked the whole globe to lower expectations
damn, what`s wrong with my generation?
we was the cream of the crop but it seems we`ve been robbed
that`s what happens when you trade in all your dreams for a job
and every day it gets less and less exciting
I would make a difference but I`m busy faking this instead of trying
change my shift from now to never and I`ll pretend I`m fine
why am I stuck at the shitty end of the assembly line
I guess I`m built to be intoxicated with hope
sometimes it`s a journey, most the time it`s just a bad joke
and in my scroll there`s a junk drawr I can`t organize
the first to come in last to leave we`ll never be immortalized
this sort of life is completely overrated, I`m sick of being the
only one I know that`s trying to take it
so right now I`m heading home, got sounds of nature for you born in
my headphones and half a bottle of ???
that`s the reaction to an overdose of passion
brainless, stagnant...aint it magic
[Verse 2]
I never knew ambition could be so fuckin disgusting
I earn a good comission but it makes me feel so ugly
I`m on some not even knowing I`m an illuminatis just as long
as playin aging doesn`t disrupt my funerals progress
I ain`t changin for you I`m not reaching for the sky, I would
if you could give me one good reason why I should even try
because after a while this never ending lame game of what`s better
could fracture your smiles mainframe forever
it`s so fun to be in love..or so I`ve heard
the meaning has no feeling even though I understand the word
I used to try to make heaven right here on earth but that`ll only
happen if you find someone else to do the work
I`ll be suprised when my psychosis turns out to keep the driving focus
while I hold the same blurred cloud as burnt out dope heads
so for now my worthless counterwork has found a purpose everytime a
pound of dirt produced I get my frown referbished
two for one specials, if you order show the devils, head swole
running out of petrol but I wont let go of this gas pedal
till I`m settled and they finally ?? me with that sweet blind security
so insecure and messy, mark today the day that dedication died
instead of saying goodbye, I`m staying praying that`ll I`ll stay alive
because even though I know I hate to love you so much
I got no better place to go, that`s why I always show up
