Pleasant Bullet — текст песни (Poison The Well)

i`ve woken up every day with my eyebrows pointing at
my mouth
making all who care for me go through all my worst
times with me
and i give them no choice
all my worst times with me
i need to be unhappy to smile
but i haven`t quite got the hang of it yet
i need to figure out whyt his room has blinds that never
open
it`s so hard to be these days
i wasted all my time
trying to remember
the word content was
there isn`t much to open eyes for
i want to be excited just haven`t been educated yet
wonder how long it will take before they leave me
behind
questions in and questions out, they always ask me
it`s so hard to be these days. i wasted all my time
trying to remember
the word content was
i just want to be happy